It doesn’t matter that I have more experience with household and appliance repairs, or that I have changed more tires, or that I have a higher education than him. It wouldn’t even matter if I worked full-time and had a higher salary than him. (in our early marriage, I did!) Apparently, all that matters is that he is in the military, and I am his spouse. So yes, being called a dependent can really rub some spouses the wrong way, especially when they are successfully navigating through a deployment, caring for children, and handling emergency situations, all on their own.
Nevertheless… as much as I would like to write a post that basically says, “I am woman, hear me roar,” I have to be honest. I do not get through deployments alone. No one can! We all do it with a little bit of help. So while I may not like to admit that I am dependent on my husband, here are some things that I do depend on to get me through deployments (and life in general):
- Friends: Where would I be without them? The girls who have picked up my kids from school, watched them during doctor appointments, laughed with me, cried with me, shared this crazy military life with me, and taught me so much about raising children. I have wonderful friends who have inspired every part of my life. They have supported this blog, and made a fuss over me when I published my first book. Friends are awesome! Without them, everyone would become depressed and not be able to survive deployments.
- Family: Even though I have lived at duty stations pretty far from my family for the last 7 years, they have always been there for me. They welcomed me home when my husband deployed right after our 2nd baby’s birth. They came to live with me when our 3rd baby was born during a deployment. One of my sisters potty-trained my son. My other sister painted most of my house. Both have helped me restock my freezer. My mom takes time to talk to me every week, and is always there to answer my questions, offer advice, or just listen to my complaints. My in-laws have always welcomed me, whether or not my husband was around. Having support from family is like a strong rock that you can always depend on, no matter what comes your way.
- Caffeine: Whether you get it from a morning
potcup of coffee, or an energy drink, or a Diet Coke, caffeine is what gets every mom through the day. Right? Without it we would all be cranky and more exhausted than we already are! It’s my one addition, so I do literally depend on caffeine.
- God and prayers: I am a strong believer in the power of prayer. There have been times when I have literally felt a calming and peaceful presence, and then afterwards found out that someone was praying for me at that moment. Regardless of what you believe, prayers help. I depend on my prayer warriors to keep me going and carry me through the toughest times.
- Auto Technicians: Yep, I depend on these guys for repairs and oil changes and car advice. I don’t know everything. I can’t replace car parts on my own. So I rely on professionals to help me out.
- Housing Service Desk: These guys are on speed dial. They probably hate my house. But when you live on base, maintenance and repairs are a free service. So use it. If an appliance stops working, your sink clogs, a light bulb explodes, or a bathtub faucet won’t turn off (all of these have happened to me during a deployment), then call them! They can fix things quickly, and save you a lot of stress. If you live off base, you will depend on your landlord. If you own your house, then you are on your own. (I’ve been there, too. Then I depended on YouTube How To videos.)
- Babysitters: I could not get though deployments without babysitters! Whether it is a trusted friend, a teenage neighbor, or a paid adult, there are times when I need to call up the whole village to help raise my children. I am ok with that. I don’t think it would be healthy for us all to spend every second of the deployment together. And children are not allowed at my dental check-ups, so I have to do something! Of course I screen people first and only use individuals I trust. But I certainly have to depend on babysitters sometimes, and I am so glad they exist.
- Military Resources: Every military base has TONS of resources available to military families–base schools, free parenting and relationship classes, resume workshops, libraries, equipment rental, discounted tickets, free counseling, new baby workshops, special needs groups, and so much more! I depend on these affordable opportunities to help enrich our family and balance our budget. I am sometimes amazed by the amount of government funding that goes towards helping military families. If we don’t use the services, they will eventually be taken away. So find out what could help you at your base, and then sign up!
So yes, there are times when I don’t like being called a dependent. But you know what? There actually are things and people that I depend on. So I guess we are ALL dependents, on each other! Welcome to the human race!